Birthday.

It’s today. It’s not quite what I envisioned my next birthday would be but the theme is GRATITUDE. I’m grateful to be here, to be healthy, and to have all that I have. At this point in my life, I have weathered more ups and downs than I could communicate clearly in this space. So many losses over the years. So many amazing highs. So many times when I wasn’t sure I could keep going. And now, so much remains uncertain with an overwhelming amount of negativity attached. But on this day, I am reminded of the beauty and love and hope and generosity that still exist, and I have nothing but gratitude for all. I’m also very aware that it’s taking me longer to write posts…and I just need to be okay with that. I would let my friends, family, and clients off the hook if they told me they weren’t feeling especially productive on any given day. And there are just so many times now when all I feel is quiet.